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1/09/2006

I am so happy at this moment in time!

I hope I stay that way. Things are going really well. Really, really well. In fact they are going so well that it could all go to shit at any moment. You see while I was reading all the wonderful blogs thinking I really must post or I'll be so behind and then documenting figures will be such an insurmountable task that I won't do it and then I'll be sorry blah, blah, blah....., I came across this. You see I was really worried about my worry and my anxiety. I can't get rid of them, they are always there. Even now, when I am so happy, I'm still worried and anxious. Yesterday morning, I had such a strong feeling of anxiety in my chest, I thought it would explode. I can't make it go away no matter what I do. I was so worried that it would effect the outcome. Now I'm just going to worry that this might not work but I'm not going to worry that my worrying will affect the outcome. Yeah! For posterity I will post all my stats from my last two doctors appointments. Saturday January 7th E2-375 Rt Ovary-#6 14, 121/2, 13x10, 121/2,, 10/11 Lt Ovary- #6 13, 131/2, 12x9, 11x10, 10x9,10 Monday January 9th E2-953 Lining- 16mm RT Ovary # 9- 17x16, 11x11, 13x12, 19x16, 17x15, 16x14, 13x12, 12x11, 12x12 LtOvary-#5- 15x12, 12x12, 15x14, 17x10, 14x13 Seems like I gained a few in my right ovary and lost one in my left but that's ok. My numbers look good. I'm still on for a Friday 13th retrieval. I go back in for one more check tomorrow. Trigger on Wednesday. See what I mean, it all looks good so it could go to shit in a handbasket in 2 seconds flat.

8 Comments:

Anonymous thalia said...

well done. You have to let go of all that being anxious about being anxious. That's the best we can all do in this situation!

1/10/2006 05:26:00 AM  
Blogger Fertility Faux Pas said...

Just found your blog and wanted to say Thank You for posting that link! It's amazing how one little blurb from a magazine can make you feel so much better!

1/10/2006 05:48:00 AM  
Blogger Fertility Faux Pas said...

Thank you for posting that link. It's amazing how one little blurb from a magazine can make you feel so much better!

1/10/2006 05:48:00 AM  
Blogger Beagle said...

May Firday the 13th be your lucky day!

Your stats sure look nice. Enjoy the happy moments . . . I hope this is the start of a long stretch of them.

1/10/2006 05:57:00 AM  
Anonymous amanda said...

I'm so glad things are going well. Look at all of those follicles and that wonderful lining. Awesome!

And yeah, stressing isn't going to make a bit of difference in the outcome of your cycle. IVF is one of the most stressful things a person can go through. If stress affected success rates, I doubt there would be many IVF babies at all.

Good luck with your appt today.

1/10/2006 07:16:00 AM  
Blogger Sarah said...

Looks good so far. Keeping my fingers crossed that it all holds together!

1/10/2006 07:56:00 AM  
Anonymous Mary Scarlet said...

Wow, so great. Good luck with retrieval. It gives me hope to see great numbers like this.

1/10/2006 06:53:00 PM  
Blogger April said...

Thinking of you and hoping that Friday goes wonderfully.

1/10/2006 07:54:00 PM  

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